It has been ages since I last previously blogged about my Graduation Day that is coming on the 28 of October , and I actually wanted to make a post about it . Unfortunately that post has to wait because there is about 300 photos taken on that day and I had to pick them out one by one .
Arrrghh !! photo insanity ! we took photos like as if the world is about to end ! but its the best memories ever! However, i will post about it as soon as my Final Exams are over.. (December 9 )
Besides that, Today is another good day add another of those awesome memories into my own “personal journal” .
Exactly today there is 2 awesome friend’s birthday that I had always remembered .
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John Lee
The John
Happy birthday John ! now that you’re 17 .. any new resolutions ? *inserts epic laugh here * ~
Anyways , I wish you all the best for the next many years to come as an awesome friend . And I pray that may we all do well in our SPM Exam which is currently 11 days from here !
As I know , you told me already that you dont like parties and gifts for your birthday but only the memory of people wishing you is a greater gift than anything .
So my gift to you is to make this “memory” permanent in this blog !
P/S : we are still going to get cake !
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Daryl Lee
Tortoise
Note: yeaaaa… I stole it from your Facebook … (Quite useful though )
Im guessing that you are now 21 rite ?
whoah…. its a huge number for a birthday ! now you are 100% inside adulthood !
I would like to thank you however, for being one of my most faithful readers in my blog !
As a tortoise rite.. they live for over a hundred years ! So may we all celebrate your birthday for another more 100 times .
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Cake Anyone ?
-Saruchan-
Happy birthday, Tortoise! (Laughs)
Hahaha, true…Tortoise have long life so they will have lots of birthdays!
Lol , 100 candles on a cake !
oh.my.gosh.
this.is.the.second.time.i.am.re-writing.this.because.i.dced.just.as.i.was.about.to.click.the.submit.button.
lol.
anyway,
hellooooo caaalvin
thanks for your concern, and thanks for cheering me up. =)
i am totally fine now!! i patched things up with him =)
the reason why i was under depression was bcoz… of some misunderstandings.
coz he is studying in UK now… and i really miss him alot but we do skype everyday. and he has many new friends there including this girl and this professional photographer friend.
so yeah i do trust him… i trust all of his friends… that he wont flirt with other girls, or admire them or blabla.
but then i just saw some upsetting photos of him and that girl the other day… those two were like so close to each other… and they keep appearing in the photos so many times…
coz on that saturday evening they were walking round their campus. there were A LOT of them, abt 8-10 ppl.
so his photographer friend took many pics lo…. took the ppl, the scenery… but most of his photos were a pic of my boyfriend and that girl ALONE…
so i was just rather disturbed by the photos. i sorta cried on the spot when i saw them. =/
(the girl is also my friend btw. i met her through him. and she’s a nice person AND she already has a bf.)
but i didn trust my instincts la…. i was so hurt ma. so yeala… i had a big row with my bf… got alot of argument… but after that we cooled down then he explain to me that actually the photographer friend like to snap many pics of 2 person at one go but I JUST DIDN REALISE IT.
get it??
its like when he snap a pic of girl A and boy B, he will just keep on snapping them.
like my bf is boy C and that girl is girl D, he will just keep snapping them also….
(so weird i know)
but still… so his friends all told me that rui-zhe loves me and only me and no one else, and that girl is merely just a friend and nothing else. furthermore she already has a bf. the photo incident WAS NOT ON PURPOSE; they told me that the pic of the two of them was only A SMALL PART OF THE BIG PICTURE, as there were MANY PEOPLE AROUND THERE AS WELL.
so… all misunderstanding. total misunderstanding.
well now i trust him… we’re totally fine now… thats the whole story la. nothing d.
thanks for listening.
im slowly recovering from my depression… SLOWLY RECOVERING.
why slowly??
bcoz………..
MY EXAM RESULTS ARE HORRENDOUSLY DISASTEROUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dunno how to tell my parents!!!!
next week its parents day!!!
i still have not told them my marks!!!
and they have very high expectations of me!!!
if they see my results they gonna SLAUGHTER ME!!!!
PRESSURE!!!!
….help meeee………. T_______________T
anyways.
ur SPM comin!!! hahah!!! :p study hard yess??
dun worry so much, im sure everythin will be fine!!
dis week is my last week of skool… so will not be seeing u d
coz after SPM i rmb u told me u will be goin AUSSIE right???
awww so shaaad
but its ok!!! we’ll still keep in touch via our awesome-posum blogs and FACEBOOK ya?
good luck and all the best for SPM!!!
will be keeping u, lydia, matthew, kat and all the other SPM ppl in prayer!!!
gambateh~~ ^__^
Waaaooo … Thats a very very loong comment you have posted ! , That must be alot of effort ! I salute to you !!!
Yeah .. its normal for you as a girl in a relationship to be worried about this , especially when he is so far away from you , It must be tough huh ..
As long you have trust , You wont go wrong . Because “IF” something really did happen . At least you know you played your role well .
Long distance relationship is tough, having him to still contact you .. is really A COMMITMENT . So you’re a very lucky girl to have someone like him .
But its really odd.. For a girl to take pictures of two people only … You kinda got me really confused there @__@ “”
About your exams result.. You’re form 4 rite? Dun worry .. my exams result is the suckiest !! during my year , EVERYONE ( Including Arts and Sub Science ) has failed at least a minimum of 4-5 subjects. We were all so scared we did not call our parents to school ..
But you’re a smart girl , I dont think your results is as worst as mine . Form 4 is like a new style of answering the new exam style . Its alright to fail at your first try . Its just to get your bearing .
If your parents knows about the Open Day … Hohohohohoo .. *guilty laugh* .. i will pray for you =D.
Gee… my exams is coming in 4 days time !!! My head is like going to explode/implode !!! STRESSSSS !! STRESSSSSS !!! I stressed so bad i grew loads of pimples and white hair in a month ! .
I will be going to AUS for awhile, But I will be coming back . Even If school is over .. we can always hangout kays? =)
How come I dont see you in school this week ?
Be strong kays? you are a girl with supar-duper-uber-girl-with-pink-Kevlar + Pink Flower Guns + Pink Sparkly Grenades + Pink Paint Rocket Launchers ! To fight this emotional war !
Just let it flow out after some time.. you definitely will feel gradually well ..
Dont worry so much kays?
Imma thank you so much for your support !! I will too support you in whatever you are going through !
Just give me a ring anywhere in My blog or via Facebook if you need anything And I will be there =D . Cuz thats what are friends for ~
I will keep you in my prayers too .
GOOD LUCK x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 ! =D
well THATS a long post u wrote there.
:D
i salute you tooooo
well you know many people say its tough being in long distance relationships… but the truth is, its really not you know…. its tough for other couples maybe because THEY ARE NOT SERIOUS IN RELATIONSHIPS or THEY DO NOT HAVE A STRONG FAITH THAT THEY WILL LAST. so thats why MOST couples before going overseas to study, they will break up… its actually really really kind of sad because they really shouldn let DISTANCE overcome their love. love is strong and love will overcomes EVERYTHING right?????
I have faith that my bf and i strongly believe will be together forever… i am only commited to him. Do you know he wakes up every morning at around 7am (2pm our timezone) just to go on skype with me??? And his lessons only start at 9something, but he is willing to wake up every cold and freezing morning to talk to me. Even the seniors and his friends in that campus called him crazy for waking up early in the morning during WINTER but he didnt care abt wat they said and continued waking up for me. Isnt he so sweet? i doubt many couples will do that coz all they will most probably say is “aiya very cold laaa i just go back and sleep la…. let my gf wait for me on skype la. When i wake up i just send her and email.”
and you know, i can see that my bf is really deeply commited to me… and i feel like the luckiest girl in the world coz my bf isnt those type of ‘typical guys who easily go gaga over hot and pretty girls”. u know like our school especially… almost all the guys (excluding you coz i noe ur not like that) will like “bersembang” behind class when teacher’s not teaching or when there’s no teachers and they’ll all start talking super loudly about the girls from our school. like this girl is hot, that girl is hot, dis girl pretty tat girl pretty etcetcetc…..
its actually kinda sad to listen to them go on and on like that… NO NOT BECAUSE IM JEALOUS. i would NEVER LIKE TO BE THEIR SUBJECT and i am so glad i wasnt as it will hurt my bf when i tell him (yes i tell him everything).
Its because all the guys in the world now…. they’re all mostlt like that. its so rare to find such a guy who is loyal and faithful only to one partner nowadays. i mean imagine they have a gf one day. and the gf found out what they have been doing… isnt that quite sad…? they will feel like “oh no, im not the special one in his eyes anymore… i thought i was the prettiest to him as love lies in the eyes of the beholder… but now there are other girls who are even more pretty to him… sigh sigh sigh.”
or maybe a A LITTLE chubby gf and a never-satisfied bf goes out to spend some time together and the bf oOOogles his eyeballs on other super hot girls. That will hurt the gf so badly. i mean, she will start thinking stuff like “i should go on a diet and maybe my bf will love me more…” then she’s start overexcercising and skipping meals and taking diet pills until she becomes bullimic/anorexic and get hospitalised and go on drip and look even more haggard and uglier and scarrier and finally the bf leaves her coz she is too ugly now and eventually she dies of hunger and depression…………………..!!!!!!!
lol.
well nowadays not only guys la…. girls also the same thing. well i can tell you that i am NOT like those girls.
i never had multiple crushes, i dun play, i dun flirt, i dun couple for fun, i never had a celebrity crush, i dont ooogle over hot guys. BCoz somehow… seriously, i dont find them attractive AT ALL. i cant even SEE if a guy is hot or not… Rui-Zhe’s love must have blinded me XD
Well…. i can tell that whoever is going to be ur future gf, is going to be a very very lucky girl. i dont think i need to tell you how to treat her coz im sure you already know… thats your nature =)
parents day next tues!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~
i have like 3 FAILS ok!!!!
or is it 4?? i cant rmb…
thats how BAD i am, ok??? im not smart at all!!
and my parents will never give me a chance… its not new format or first try ya noe…. my parents will be like “you already sat for first term, mid term and monthly, HOW CAN YOU STILL NOT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER?!!!”
*gulp*……………..
sacredscaredscared…
*CHEWS ON NAILS*
*CHEWS ON CALVIN’S NAILS*
lol…
T__________T
anyway what course are u gonna study in AUstralia??
u told me accountings rite if im not mistaken??
or is it business….
lol!!
SPM starting!!!! how many days left?!?!
yea we should go hang out one day when ur bakk
Wow . . 7 a.m ! thats really early !! This might sound crazy , but I think you should go visit him when you have a chance ? Lol .. the airplane ticket is quite expensive tho ..
I AGREE , I dont really like those kind of guys that just talk about Girls and their “Parts” its like treating them as accessories … and they sometimes talk about their ” Private stuff” that is soo sick it sounds like a bad Porn Video with its audio tuned on only ..
Really they have no respect for girls , at all !
I tell you larh.. Our school we study in .. there is NO HOT HOT HOT Girls wan .. they all look pretty but they are HORRIBLE in the inside… If they are actually that good , I long time also I will have one already larh ..
Majority of them are just big BIMBO .
I think you might have noticed already that our school consist of 2 kinds of categories only ..
It is rather you are a NERD or you are a BITCH .
Thats why it is also so hard for me to find any .. and thats the reason why I’m still single now.
Celebrity crush type of people have no frikking’ life.. They are like caught up in another world and liking something that is not real or something that is only seen through a screen .. Sooo DUMB … someone needs to slap them in the face until they wake up .
But I tell you honestly larh … In my group of friends.. I’m actually the most dirty one that will always start up a dirty joke or conversation .. If you ask Matt or John , about who is the most sick one .. they would probably say its me .
But even if I say those dirty stuff.. I always keep it at a minimum level , i dont simply say or ask one girl , like “Oh! What is your breast cup ? ” or “Do you Masturbate ?” Or the most stupid one of all .. ” Do you like watch porn ?”
You had a conversation with me before , Do I sound like someone who will ask you those questions ?
ITS SOOO STUUUUUUUPIIIIIDDDDD !!! its like no respect !!! plus , its sooo LAMMMMEEEE ….. I mostly just tease people. =D
However , Sick jokes is ok .. just dont need to take things so serious . BUT , there must be a limit .
I dont find why girls must be soooo skinny , I rather date a chopstick !
ZOMG !! you are seriously bringing your parents to school ?!?!?!? wah . best of luck !
3 Fails is considered ok .. I failed 4 or 5 .. the last exams are always the hardest especially during the form 4 period .
If you fail very badly , I advise that you have tuition at least 4 times a week . Which you might already have .. but Cheer up ! Its only form 4 , its like a test try before form 5 . But dun worry .. Form 5 is easier if you put all your effort into it.. its just that Form5 have alot of homework to do .
You’re definitely smarter than me .. ahahhaa =D
Im going to AUS for a vacation first , then I will study here for maybe a 2+1 course.
Im going to major in Business and Marketing .
I got..6 more days to SPM !!! GG !!!!
ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG !!!
CHEW ON TOENAILS !
CHEW ON STEFFI’S TOENAILS !!!!
X_______________________X
I wil still need to go through National Service….
*grumbles*
Well, at least you realized that your mind is one, even with the use of an industrial detergent, hard to ‘clean’. Though, your ability to say what you’re thinking is somewhat admirable.
*I tip my hat to you sir*
Also, you have that tendency to not complete your sentence in one go. Thus, when another person tries to interpret what you said. They would mistakenly ‘understand’ it in a wrong way. But then again, it is somewhat entertaining listening to your conversations. It’s like tuning in to a radio station, if you get what I mean. xD.
Lol ! its like a blast of random-ness ~ I purposely let people think the way they want to be , because there is about 80% chance of a person that will think of something dirty when i say things like ” A LONG Lightsaber ” … so its their fault to misinterpret it .. xP
I lolled at “Industrial Detergent” .. Wah … my head that bad arh ? @__@